10 days

So the day is coming up closer. And honestly, up until three minutes ago I was only feeling sad about leaving Costa Rica. Sure, I felt that once I am home I will feel good  about seeing friends and family again, but I never felt like it would make me feel HAPPY to go home. 

Then now I saw a post my friend Maja had published on facebook. All of a sudden I got some kind of shiver of happiness. I will see Maja in ten days. In only ten days I will get to see the people I've missed during this year. In ten days.

I started laughing about the fact, and for a minute there I felt truly happy. But then I realized, again, that in ten days I'm leaving my life in Costa Rica. In ten days. So I started crying. 

This whole laughing-and-crying-at-the-same-time thing is making it terrible to try sleeping. But eh, who needs to sleep when there is coffee? 

I can waste my time sleeping once I'm back in Sweden.

Countdown?

Some friends ask me why I haven't started a countdown. Why I still don't know the exact number of days and hours until I get to see my family again. Well okey maybe I should have a countdown for that. But for the day I leave Costa Rica? I would like that day to just never arrive. I already have a life here. A home. A family. Friends. 

Do I really need to go home?

 

Some months ago I still didn't consider this my real life. It took me time to get in to all of this, and I also think I thought it was easier to always think of this as my year off. Well it's not anymore. I'm not on vacations. I'm not that fascinated anymore that I almost cry by seeing monkeys, dolphins, trees, sting rays etc. Don't get me wrong, I still consider all of this amazing, it's just that it's a part of my daily life now.

And how do I live without that?

The rice and beans? The cold shower in the morning? The school uniform? The warming sun while waiting for the schoolbus? Seeing all my friends at school? Not really having to study? Sneeking in in front of everybody in the terrible lunchline? Rice and beans? The brushing of your teeth next to the rest of the school after lunch? That heat that almost kills you in the middle of the day? The fact that the schoolbus is always leaving when you're having most fun? Talking to Anita, Hellen, Kevin or Laura all afternoon? Watching the babypigs and feeding them from a bottle? Telling the dogs how they have to stop rolling in the dirt but that they're cute anyways? More rice and beans? Having to sleep before nine to survive the next day in school?

And of course, the beach, the trips, the weeks and weekends with some of the most wonderful persons in the world. The scubadiving and the occasional surfing (haha didn't happen that often). The nights at Las Brisas, the salsa, the times I dance with Mateo in school, and the evenings I stay at La Paz after gymnastics dancing on my own. Every day getting to know new persons, learning new things about Costa Rica and ticoculture and always learning more spanish. The freedom. The happiness. La pura vida.

I just can't, I just can't leave this. But let's face the truth, I can't stay forever either.

Lo único que quiero es bailar

Dancing salsa with Mateo. Gaaaaaaah I don't want to sleep, right now I just feel like dancing!

Visa, rainy season and elections

Nine months later we finally have our visas!

Thursday to Friday I was in San Jose with these girls to finally get our visas. We applied nine months ago, and now we have them! It's just that we're going home in about two months and two weeks. Or atleast I am. Vali is not going home until the end of July and Linnea is going next week.

Being in San Jose I missed the very first rain in Brasilito in six months! But that's alright, today it was raining again. And man, I must say I had forgotten how much water can fall from the sky when it's raining here. It's sick. So now rainy season is here again, but living in Guanacaste it's luckily not that bad at all. Today we've all been helping out at this voting here in Brasilito. I just served tamales, coffee and softdrinks wearing a "vote 3" t-shirt all day. It was cool, but I think my hands will never stop smelling like tamal, haha. 

Tomorrow I have school, but I'll go early to help out at gymnasticsclasses and teach contemporary dance classes. I got sooo surprised when they asked me if I wanted to do that, but I must say it is a lot of fun. And I mean I'm not a pro, but I guess you don't always have to be one, right?

Beaches I didn't know existed

Yesterday I only stayed at the birthdayparty in Tamrindo for a while and then went to Playa Minas, another beach I don't know the name of and Playa Piratas. I've never been to any of those three so it was cool. I actually didn't even know that they existed and thought that the first beach south of Playa Conchal was Playa Grande, when actually there are four beaches in between. Untouched, calm, empty and beautiful beaches.

#Livinginparadise

Miss you <3

Holy week was such a great week as Vali stayed here in the house and Bram and Henry were camping in brasilito. O my god their tent was so so so small, haha. All week we went to the beach, got burned, ate a lot, played guitar in the sand and just had the best time.

One more time please please please.

Birthdayparty in Tamarindo

It has been a very easy week in school with thursday off ( had a sleepover with Patti on Playa Prieta) and sportsday on friday (I danced salsa and played volleyboll for 30 minutes and that was it). I can't believe it's already weekend! Actually school is so much fun here because we don't have that many classes, so I never feel like I'm really in school from 7:00 to 16:15 all week. And since my friends live quite far away I mostly just see them in school and on the weekends I do otjer things (beach beach beach).

Today though, I'm going to Tamarindo to celebrate the birthday of a classmate. I just gotta drag myself out of the bed and in to the shower to then take the bus there.

I don't want to go home in two and a half months :'(

Wonderful week

With some of the best <3

Semana santa

After not blogging for a couple of weeks I feel like I owe you guys atleast a small update.

Right now I have vacations because of easter, and it's hopefully going to be a wonderful week. The entire family from Heredia is here, in one hour Bram and Vali will get here with the bus, and tomorrow Henry is coming. I'm happy we have vacations so that we can go to the beach because this is the warmest part of the year. You feel like a chicharron whenever you step out of the water which is by the way, so warm.

Crazy classmates

Not because school is that difficult or that I study extremely hard or anything, it's just that in the middle of the day I always get so tired! I guess it is the heat, I gotta say, every single day I just want to throw my pants off. They get sticky and aaaaah I just don't like them!

Luckily school is fun even though I sweat like a pig. My friends are crazy, and every day I go home with new memories. "Contra la pared, ¡ey! ¡ey!, contra la pared"

Pura loqueras <3

Cooold dives

I went diving today! Andres picked me up at seven to first go to the diveshop to sign some papers and then to the boat. Today the tour went to Las Catalinas, a 40 minute boatride (we saw dolphins on the way today!!). The first dive started off warm but all of a sudden came a coooold current. It was alright though since the water was warm sometimes too.
When we came up a snorkler had inhaled water so we had to return to the shore so that he could get to a hospital. At first I thought he was a diver so I thought he had decompression sickness and got so scared. But luckily when they handed him over to the coast guard it seemed like he was fine.

Most clients didn't want to do their second dive as they were a bit shaken by the whole thing but three of us stayed on the boat as it went out to Isla Plata, five minutes from shore. This dive was even colder and even though I was wearing two wetsuits I found myself daydreaming about a hot shower and a sauna. So these weren't really my best dives but all dives can't be good, right?

Dormida

I came home from school with various things planned to do. But I fell asleep and in this heat you don't wake up if you don't have an alarm. So I slept for about three hours and woke up with an headache a couple of minutes ago. Great.

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School and gymnastics

I woke up early to go to school, almost missed the bus, but ran like the wind and actually catched it. In school we had one lesson and nothing more. The rest of the day we just sat in the hallway singing (loudly and ugly), so the hours passed by quickly. At 1:00 I got permission from the reception to go home so I got to gymnastics in Flamingo at 3:00. After the two classes I stayed there for an hour dancing for myself and then I went home again.

About the weather. It's so windy and yesterday a tree fell down right next to the house while I was sleeping. It's supersunny  every day but this morning it was actually quite chilly. At noon though, it was as hot as always. So that extra shirt I wore on my way to school went off quite quickly.

Update

Since I wrote the last time I have...
-Started school- for real! Now I actually wake up at 4:45 every morning. School is kind of like last year, I don't do so much, I just hang out, talk with friends, play volleyboll, eat, etc. It's actually nice and I mean I'm not really pressured to have good grades or anything.
-I've finished the PADI Open water diver course and am now a certified diver! And soon I'm going to take the next course too. I don't think I ever thought I would enjoy diving so much, but I really do. Snorkling is fun too, but it's nothing compared to diving.
-I've gone to the beach.
-I've gone to different fiestas nearby, and I also went dancing with some  friends the other day.

Ok I actually don't remember all that I've done, because I've been busy all of the time. At least I've had fun, that I do know. And if you look at the pages in my diary, then yeah, I've been doing a lot of stuff.

This weekend I was going to go to Playa Dominical to a music and yoga festival, but because of carproblems we didn't go, and today I was supposed to go to a catamaran but I got invited 15 minutes before they picked up their clients and I didn't feel like running down to Flamingo (which btw takes 30 minutes and not 15) so I didn't go. Instead I went with Laura to Conchal and now I'm eating a mango and washing my schooluniform for tomorrow.

Fiestas de Brasilito

Thursday last week started the fiestas in Brasilito and they kept on until Sunday. We went everyday to see the bulls, eat, meet people, dance, and to see the tope (this time 54 horses that danced through Brasilito). Every village has festivals like this twice a year, and honestly it's always kind of the same thing, but it's also always fun. It took me a couple of festivals to get the whole bullthing, but now I find it just as entertaining as the ticos do.

Saturday I got invited to go out on a katamarantour on a boat that a friend works on. The weather was perfect (surprise) and the tour took us to a beach where we did snorkling. The visibility was quite bad, but there were still a lot of things to see. We then went back to Playa Potrero (where we had started) with the sunset behind us. I took some pictures that I will upload the next time I put on my computer.

(I was going to go out diving but then the boat got full for the day so I'm going some other day instead)

Very hard day at school

Didn't wake up by the alarm today so I woke up at 7:30 instead... I got ready without any rush and was then ready to go out and wait for a bus at 10. Just to be sure I texted Yailyn if there were any, and luckely she answered me that classes ends at 11 today just before the bus came. Imagine if I would have gone all the way there (it takes like one hour) to just say hi and then go home again with the schoolbus. Or better yet, get there when the bus already left.

So then it was just to go home again. Instead I will probably go to the beach to work on my tan. And go to yoga. Good plan.

Different valentinesday

I woke up too early to be healthy to go to school, went to some classes but mostly just talked to people. I get to know new persons each and every day. Me like :)

I came home, made myself ready and fell asleep for about an hour. Then Hellen came home and we went to the fiestas that are in Brasilito from today and until sunday. It started off with bulls and then around 10 or 11 (I wouldn't know because I never check the time) it was a dance in the place where the bulls usually run. It was called "el baile de polvo" as the dust was flying everywhere and we all were dusty all over afterwards.

I danced ( almost without resting) with different guys until it was time to go home at 1. Since I haven't danced since before christmas I had so much fun and I can't wait until tomorrow when the next dance is.

First open water dive

Wednesday I went to the divingcenter again early in the morning, this time to do my first open water dive. It was an amazing feeling and it didn't actually feel bad or wrong in any kind of way, it just felt so right. Me and my instructor made two dives, whereof the deepest one to 12 meters for 41 minutes.

On Saturday we're going out again, this time to Las Catalinas where we might see sharks (crossing my fingers). And after that and some more teori I already have my Padi open water license. Weyhoo!

Still vacations :)

I went up superearly to go to school and just as I thought we didn't have any classes. But it was fun to see everybody again and I had a nice day anyway.
When I came home I fell asleep but luckely woke up in time to go to gymnastics.

Tomorrow there are for sure no classes so I will instead do the first day of the diving certificate course! I'm sososo excited!